Sunday, September 4, 2011

Giving it up.

I've lost focus.

My "disordered eating" patterns have resurfaced a bit.

The "I'll start over tomorrow, Monday, next week" thoughts have been rearing their ugly faces.

I don't like it, but can I control it?

The answer should be yes, but can I do it alone?  Do I need Weight Watchers meetings? A gym membership? A swift kick in the ass? 

Or should I just try prayer?  I think I will.

I will give it to God.

My 37th birthday - August 28, 2011


  1. I know this feeling very well lately. It's so hard to try and get back on track when you're not entirely sure where the path is. Hope you find the motivation and the answers you're looking for - sometimes stepping back from a situation helps you see it all a bit more clearly. I plan on doing the same with my own food/exercise issues these days.

  2. Happy belated birthday, Lori. I sympathize with your frustration. I'm coming to realize that summer is not a good weight maintaining season for me. During the winter I am focused and determined, but I get so easily distracted in the summertime - especially this summer. Whatever it is that has a hold on you, I know you'll find your way back. Big hugs.

  3. I feel the same way lately. Exactly the same. My jeans are getting tighter, my motivation is getting smaller and smaller. I agree with oh_mg....sometimes a break is what you need to get a clear view.